Hopin’ my mouth will stop tasting like glue 

                                       So I can dribble out my smudged mind

                                               maybe  then you’ll want me…

                 I should start taking pills filled with your flimsy paper printed with thick black ink

                               so  I can mumble things which do not amuse me 

                                                 Your tongue is familiar 

                                                  But your mind is not

                                                   What will happen?

                                        Not even the man is the sky knows

                                                 After all how could he?

                                                          He’s fake.

                        The smell of must and  unspoken thoughts perfume your air

                              I can feel your breath; turning my shoulder blade to ice

                                                                ouch

                                        A rush of blood travels to my face 

                         Im sure it looks  something like the inside of a strawberry: 

                               White with pinkish blotches patched upon my cheeks

    Its been a long time since we last laced our fingers together and yet it feels as if  I never left. 

                      I trace the three words on your palm hoping you decode them.                                                           

                                                      We are silent. 

                                                You don’t dare speak. 

                  It makes me wonder if you still know who the fuck I am. 

                                                   If you even care. 

                                     A blue light highlights my torso.  

                                                             …

                                        Quiet you say with a laugh

                 The buzz of an alarm reminds me that this was only temporary

                   I fumble in the dark looking for my clothes as you watch me. 

                   I try to be  charming, but my legs are like a tray of jello.

                                  I can hear you thinking im a mess. 

                                                     I think so too. 

                              One last kiss sends me out into the night. 

                     Alone with the harsh air stinging my heart and head.

                                                    I hope you call. 

                                              But i know you won’t 

(Source: lolahellis, via turning-pointe)

(Source: anxiety-y, via mary-blueberry)

(Source: sheenis, via m0neysexual)

My name is Annie. I live at a arts school I dance I happen to be sixteen Watch me go insane